you

I am writing this for you and only you.

I know you will read this. And I want you to know I am writing this for you.They think that this is for them. But it’s not. I am writing this for you and only you.

Life was rough, it was fun for a little but in the end everyone knows life is gonna be hard. Every day was a challenge. Put on the smile and make it work. Even though you are so far away now i still know deep down you are an amazing you. You always pushed me and took the time to care. Sometimes all you need to get someone to lead a good life is a smile. Do it often, try everyday. You should be happy.

I know it has been raining and although it sucks and we will complain just think of joe and feel the warmness in your heart knowing at least you are here.
You know what thats means, your still alive.

I'm glad we had the time we had, and as fast as it came it was gone. So here's to a new life, here's to learning to be strong, and lastly here's to being alive.


Everything will be okay.

another day

I didn't ask for a knight in shining armor, I would have settled for a goof ball in aluminum foil... It just so happens that luck was on my side and I got both.

My nights are spent care free doing anything we can think of. The stress of the real world during the day all just floats away and it becomes more of a wonderland. How is it so that i got here?
I feel like things were going bad for me and one day i woke up and walked into someones life. Just stole it from them because my life cant be this good. It hasnt been, forever. So why now?
I dont want dream land to go away. i want to talk about the 60's and call things gnarly... I mean farley :) The 3 C's of life: choices, chances and changes ~ You must make a choice to take a chance or your life will never change.

Thanks to all the people who have helped me along my way to this point, i hope you will all be there for the days to come as well :)
Some hate me. Some like me. Some love me. And some couldnt care less. But Im still me. I would rather be hated for who I am then be loved for somebody I'm not.

I am worth it

I am in love,
With what we are,
Not what we should be.

And I am,
I am starstruck.
With every part,
Of this whole story.


So if it's just tonight,
The animal inside,
Let it live and die.

Like it's the end of time,
Like everything inside,
Let it live and die.


This is our last chance,
Give me your hands.
'Cause our world is spinning at the speed of light.
The night is fading, heart is racing.
Now just come and love me like we're gonna die.

Oh.


I'm not asleep, I'm up for the fight
Into the magic.
And I don't, want the concrete.


I am alive.
Comes with the tragic.

So if it's just tonight,
The animal inside,
Let it live and die.


This is our last chance, Give me your hands.
'Cause our world is spinning at the speed of light.
The night is fading, heart is racing.
Now just come and love me like we're gonna die.

Oh.


Oh.
Da da da da da da.
Oh.


This is our last chance, Give me your hands.
'Cause our world is spinning at the speed of light.
The night is fading, heart is racing.
Now just come and love me like we're gonna die. Oh.


Oh. Oh. Oh.


Animal - kesha

Funnnn

Today is going pretty good and it's only 2 pm. im so happy i have the whole day ahead of me so far. <3

I woke up to a text to open my door and received a heart shaped egg sandwich. I don't care who you are, that is freaking cute. :)
Next i drove to school and immediately took a vic for my tooth. When i get to class i realize that wasnt such a good idea since i was suppose to be working on my wooden chair project and i didnt even get to dissembling my chair yet. Luckily i had my Mumford & sons Cd in my bag so i popped it in and started busting chops. I ended up working on it for like 4 hours and got a lot accomplished. it felt good. :)
On top of this i have an awesome night ahead of me. I'm wearing my new shirt, belt, and shoes. I got free coffee and doughnuts (thank you) And just found out i have off on Friday!! WOOT WOOT

Next mission while at work: download music to ipod and get a monster.
:) i love being happy..

have to say thanks for being sung this :)

Boy I think about it every night and day
I'm addicted wanna jump inside your love
I wouldn't wanna have it any other way
I'm addicted and I just can't get enough

I just can't get enough
I just can't get enough
I just can't get enough
I just can't get enough

Honey got a sexy all steamin
She givin hotness a new meanin
Perfection mama you gleamin
Inception you got a brother dreamin dreamin

Damn baby I'm feignin
I'm trynna holler at you, I'm screamin
Let me love you down this evenin
Love you love you ya you know you are my demon

Girl we could form a team and
I could be the king you could be the queen and
My mind's dirty and it don't need cleanin
I love you long time so you know the meanin

Oh baby I can't come down so please come help me out
You got me feelin high and I can't step off the cloud
And I just can't get enough

Boy I think about it every night and day
I'm addicted wanna jump inside your love
I wouldn't wanna have it any other way
I'm addicted and I just can't get enough

I just can't get enough
I just can't get enough
I just can't get enough
I just can't get enough

Honey got me runnin like I'm flow joe
Signs her name on my heart with an X-O
Love's so sweet got me vexed oh
I wanna wish it right back like presto, yes

Meantime I wait for the next time
She come around 'fore I toast to the best time

We lol back and forth on the text line
She got me fishin for her love I confess I'm

Somethin bout her smile and that combo
Got me high and I ain't comin down yo
My heart's pumpin out louder than electro
She got me feelin like Mr. Roboto

Oh baby I can't come down so please come help me out
You got me feelin high and I can't step off the cloud
And I just can't get enough

Boy I think about it every night and day
I'm addicted wanna jump inside your love
I wouldn't wanna have it any other way
I'm addicted and I just can't get enough

I just can't

Not
Sunk in your bed rock
Caught
Up in your love shock
Knocked
Out by your cold shot
I'm stuck in your head li-

Can't get out won't when
Makin me feign, give it to me
I want it all, know what I mean
Your love is a dose of ecstasy

Addicted
I can't get
Away from
You
Afflicted
I need it
I'm missin
I want your lovin right next to me
And I can't
Erase ya out of my memory

A fable

Once upon a time there was a girl. She slept in a lovely cottage made of gingerbread and candy. She was always asleep.
One morning she woke up, and the candy had mold on it. Her father blew her a kiss and the house fell down. She realized she was lost. She found herself walking down a crowded street and the people were made of paper, like paper dolls. She blew everyone a kiss goodbye and watched as they blew away.
Once upon a time there was a girl. She slept in a lovely cottage made of gingerbread and candy. She was always asleep.One morning she woke up.

She woke up.

Probably the best day.. ever.
Definitely up there. and the best part is its only 3:30 i have half a day left <3

Can't wait till saturday :)